The panic is building up...

It's Friday morning and it's raining outside. I already feel the panic building up inside, what are we going to do all day if this continue... To stimulate two toddlers inside a relatively small apartment is completely impossible. I know it's just a matter of time before Lovisa goes manic and I loose it. On top of this H is going out for a supper tonight, that means I'll be alone with the girls the whole day and the whole evening...

I'm not the typical "playmum" that crawls around on the floor, building a hut under the table or play horse with them for hours. I'm the mum that cuddles, sings songs, read a book but most of all take care of all the practical stuff like arranging their clothes, cooking, cleaning, making their beds and maybe bakes a cake together with them. And for this I feel a bit like a looser. I know we're all different as parents and that has pros and cons. But on a rainy day like this I wish I was more of a "playmum"...