Bloody November darkness.

Jesus, it's dark now. The darkest month I think. I'm so tired, Lovisa is so in her "terrible three's", Andréa is teething and refuses to sleep and H is also very tired! I'm stressed out over things that I cannot write about here just yet and everything seems hopeless... I've got pimples on my chin, I need a haircut ASAP and H is leaving for Canada in a few weeks. This time he's going to be away for two weeks. Two weeks of leaving and picking up kids, working, cooking, doing laundry, comforting sad girls, taking care of poop diapers and worrying all by myself... Please give me some energy, light and hope.