An update regarding our sleep, part 2.

So far, so good. She sleeps better, it's no doubt about that. She falls asleep on her own, without the soother, wakes up 2-3 times during the night but falls back to sleep on her own two times out of three I would say. She naps one time during the day and falls asleep on her own without her soother and sleeps around 2 hours.

It still feels weird not to run in to her room as soon as I hear her, to look for the soother and check on her. Unfortunately, I don't sleep very well anyway. It takes forever to fall asleep and I wake up several times during the night, it's like my whole body still is prepared to rush up. And of course I wake up as soon as I hear her but I don't go in right away and just after a few minutes she usually falls back to sleep. I figure it might take a while for me to be able to sleep a whole night through. It's been almost three years with a lot of more or less sleepless nights. I just hope my brain understands that it doesn't have to be in red alert mood all the time...