Why is it so hard?

Sometimes I just need to exhale and accept the situation as it is. But I'm afraid I suck at that. Like today. The house was a real mess. *panic*. The kids where whining. *panic*. The supper needs to get started. *panic*. Why can't I just turn on the oven and "do it". Why do I have to think to my self that it's bloody typical that the house is a bloody mess and the kids are whiny only because I need to prepare supper and clean? JUST DO IT!

A kitchen to panic about?

A few hours later and what do you know! The supper is on the table!